Sunday, 3 April 2011

Feeling a little lighter

What a moan and a rant that last blog was.  I am pleased to say I have been feeling a little lighter the last couple of days.  Yesterday I went to a conference that was booked through work months ago on young people and their mental health.  Although a part of me wanted to just go and escape the family and go to Kempton Park Race course to the big bead show instead I went to the conference.  There were a few moments when I had to turn off as it was too painful to hear but the majority of the time was really productive, informative and reassuring.  Listening to a Christian Psychiatrist talk along with many other professionals, vicars and specialists tackling all the subjects that I have been facing the last 10 days with secular services was helpful.  It has helped me to feel Gods presence in the situation. 

I know that we are on a long journey and there may be more sorrow to be felt yet but spending time worshipping God has just reminded me of my small part in a very big picture.

You Never Let Go by Matt Redman - this song helped me turn the corner yesterday.

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